" my trainee period wasn’t very difficult. If I dance I’m excited, if I sing a variety of emotions come up in the depths of my chest. I really like this, so I danced and sang like crazy for those four years. " - jb
Are you ever just overwhelmed by the horrifying thought that maybe, nobody ACTUALLY wants you around? And it’s not that you think everyone hates you, but it’s just that you’re not special to anyone? And that its really kind of sucky that you’re about 98% sure that nobody thinks “Wow, I just really like talking to them.” and that you could probably just disappear without anyone caring that much?